So I have decided to post my first journal today because I felt the need to get some emotional stuff off my chest... I don't know who will read this, or who will see this, because I know that most of the time when I see a journal entry I just read the first part and I don't open it all the way unless it looks interesting... To all those who watch me and actually read my work you might have noticed that the last couple of poems have not been the most uplifting or even the most positive. The last couple weeks my life has taken a downward spiral and I haven't been able to get out from it. I have been in the need for friends but no one seems to be there, I have been in the need for someone to talk to, but alas it seems that no one around me really wants to do that... so I am writing this because I feel the need to talk about something and just get things out... Please if you would like to message me and start a conversation I would be more then happy to talk with you. Or if you feel a desire to message me more instantly I have a YIM account: poetic_mind42
I hope everyone reading my work is enjoying it. I write really for myself, so all my writing is very very personal... thus sharing it with everyone is sometimes hard for me. Thanks again to all those people who have left comments and have favored my work.
I feel like I should write more, but instead I'll leave this journal entry with a piece of a poem I wrote a few days ago:

A mirror shattered, does the room see
Broken like the half fractured moon
Lying in the clouded heavens above
Stars smile upside down frowns
Crimson blood flows, wonder
Wonder
Wonder
The sea moves forward, tides
Emotion frowns upside down smiles
Wander
Through fields of shattered glass
A sea of flowing red